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moonriver56
i celebrate and sing myself, and what i assume you shall assume, for every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you ------------------------------------whitman----------------------------------
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of love......a letter
everyday it seems, you’re going farther and farther away from me….i reach out…..you move back….and you never seem to realize that it hurts me so to see you drifting away….is there someone else?...do you not love me anymore?....you don’t know how much it pains me to not see the love in your eyes anymore……in the way you speak, in the way you move…in the way you look into my eyes….you make me feel like a stranger…..uninvited…unwanted….so many things I’d like to say to you but could not find the right words to say… you spend time with me but your heart and mind are left somewhere else….i smile and laugh with your stories but deep inside you just don’t know how much I am hurting….you never took the time to listen….you only give me a fraction of your time…you make promises you can’t keep……. i can never compete with your friends and career, they are yours to keep…..your attitude pushes me to just content myself to wait in line behind them…I never complain…… I get jealous whenever you talk fondly of your friends….how you’re having fun hanging out with them…..how they make you laugh with their stories….it makes me think that I bore you and you would rather wish you’re with them instead of spending time with me……. everytime we’re together I would always pray for those moments to last…..but they never do…I guess my prayers aren’t enough…….you say you love me all the time……but I know they have become stored programs inside your mind…..saying without really meaning it…..they have become words without meaning…. you complain that I seldom say I love you…you never bother to notice how I say those words to you….in the way I hug you….laugh with you…..listen to your stories….forgive your shortcomings…..call you every night…..pray for you…..kiss you….smile at you….hold your hand……think of you…..say sorry………those are my little “i-love-yous” to you…..you never realize that……you wouldn’t let yourself…… there are so many thinks i’d like to say to you…….but couldn’t make you listen…. and there are so many things I’d like to ask you….. but cannot….i am afraid of the answers……. why do I have to stand in line just to own a fraction of your time?…..when it should have been mine……even just for a while…. |
Posted: 01:39 AM, July 9, 2007 in of relationships |
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| i love your writting! just hang on there! everything is gonna be fine. tell you what, you deserve to receive the same amount you give. ive been through it and it hurts too. but eventually, i find my strength.. and everything is all in you. good luck in everything u do! |
Posted by Anonymous at 04:59 AM, November 22, 2007 |
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| thank you so much for your comment.....sadly, the relationship has already ended....but i learned invaluable lessons from it....and i can say that ending it is one of the best decisions i have ever made :) |
Posted by goonies1919 at 03:46 AM, November 24, 2007 |
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